Guardian Angel

"I come to you because no matter what you make me feel safe, you make me feel like no matter what I have done in my life there is always that one person that knows exactly what to say whether it good or bad, kinda like a guardian angel. Every person has one and I like to think of you as mine."

This was said to me by one of my good friends, one that you would consider a bag person. I asked him why he always come to me for advice, since he is also one of my ex boyfriends. That was his response.

I'm still not completely sure of what to make of the comment, because the advice I give him is usually something to the extent of romantic advice, what to do with 'this girl' and 'that girl' etc. And yes, the advice I give him isn't always the best, and the opinions I share aren't always the nicest, but he always thanks me for it and for my honesty.

I wonder, what is left for me to learn from this person? If everyone comes into your life for a reason, I'm pretty sure that his has past, so I'm not entirely sure what's left.

All I know is that I'm the most sarcastic Guardian Angel out there.

later days..

.. Too Much Like a Guy..

Since I haven't posted in awhile I figure that it's update time. For those of you who didn't know, [which is probably none of you] I have had two serious crushes since I dated the bouncer, who doesn't really count in my book anyway. The first one was on Lance, which obviously didn't work out because he wanted to be just friends. Fine, that's cool by me. The second one however was on Mike. Now, this one was rather interesting, I knew that he was almost seeing some other girl, but you know me, I like a challenge. So I was just myself with him, went to movies, played nintendo, went for coffee, and eventually he told me that he did really like me and was thinking about dating. What can I say? I was pumped. He is super cool, tall, amazingly funny and just all around a pretty sweet guy. So yesterday, I asked him if he wanted to do something that night, he told me no because he has alot of laundry to get ready for his trip to Sunshine, which is understandable. Well when he got home and talked to me on msn, he asked if I wanted to do something, of course I said sure. We were trying to figure out what to do when he says "actually I think I'm just going to stay home with the family tonight." Uh. WTF? Then he goes on to say how I'm the 'coolest chick' he knows but I'm too much like a guy to date. Uh.. EXCUSE ME? I'm sorry that I like to play nintendo, watch action movies, like teenage mutant ninja turtles and stuff like that? Honestly, wouldn't a guy prefer a girl that can hang out with the guys that one that has to whine whenever she doesn't get her way? Christ. Men. Shit like this seems to be happening quite a bit and I really don't understand it. Any input into this situation would be much appreciated. later days..