And... Again?

Well it happened again. For those of your that don't know what I'm talking about, it doesn't matter. It's even harder this time because I can't really find a valid reason for it. "You would be happier" doesn't really cut it for me. I suppose that they don't really understand, or perhaps care? I miss them terribly, today is a very hard day for no particular reason. My heart still pounds in my chest when I get a text because I always hope its from them. Isn't that enough to wait? I think so.

Happy Halloween?

Halloween is coming up, and my costume is kind-of ready. I didn't realize how hard it is to make a costume from scratch, but I suppose the fact that I procrastinated until yesterday has something to do with it. Hopefully it will be a fun time, Jessica, Kate, Michelle, Randi and I are going to Hurricane's Halloween Ho-Down from Hell at the Longbranch. As for Tyler, who knows? He may come, he may not. That seems to be the trend lately. Maybe, maybe not. I hope he does, because I miss him, the way that he used to be, before all of the shit happened. I suppose all one can do is wait it out. Right?

it's been awhile..

Well, it's been over a year since I last blogged.
Life is chaos, as usual.
How could I possibly clue you in?

stay tuned.