And... Again?

Well it happened again. For those of your that don't know what I'm talking about, it doesn't matter. It's even harder this time because I can't really find a valid reason for it. "You would be happier" doesn't really cut it for me. I suppose that they don't really understand, or perhaps care? I miss them terribly, today is a very hard day for no particular reason. My heart still pounds in my chest when I get a text because I always hope its from them. Isn't that enough to wait? I think so.