Grad 07, A Tribute to Jessica.

Well, Jess had her 'prom' on Saturday night, and all I can say is Wow. She looked so gorgeous and fabulous it still has me reeling.. She was honestly the most beautiful girl in the entire place. I guess it's time for me to face the facts, my sister isn't my little shadow anymore. She is honestly the most gorgeous person I have ever had in my life.. I know most of you won't understand what it's like until your siblings get there, but then again, not everyone is as fortunate to have a sibling that they can share everything with. I love Jess with all of my heart, and I'm so glad that I've been able to watch her grow up. Watching her that night, and how she was happier than I've ever seen her before made such a huge impact on me, I suppose you could say that she definately is the caterpillar that turned into a butterfly. I hope that she knows, that she makes me proud of her every single day, and that I'm so blessed to be her sister. Sure, I steal her clothes, yell at her, poke fun at her expense, but when it all comes down to it, I worship this girl. She has taught me so much and is my best friend in the whole wide world. I love ya Jessica, and hopefully you remember that night forever, because I know that I certainly will. Jessica, I just want you to know, that you are the rock that I stand on. You keep me sane in time of insanity, and you keep me grounded when I let myself fly too high. I hate to sound cliche but you are my pillar of strength. I know that I can come to you with anything and you will try to help, without judging me. And I hope you know that I will always be there to do the same.

Oblivious.

You kiss me like an overdramatic actor, who's starving for work, with one last shot to make it happen..

(-The Academy Is)

He is, well, he's beautiful. I guess that's my downfall, beautiful men that just don't give a damn. "Frankly Scarlet, I just don't give a damn!" But really, when I think about it, why do I let him treat me like he does?

Because he knows I'll come back you see, he's not stupid. He just knows that when it comes to him, I'm the stupid one. Sure, I'll be mad for a little while, but all it takes is some sweet-talkin' and a few 'heartfelt' apologies and promises, and I'm back to infatuation before you can say 'gullible'.

Ah yes, the bad boy. Gotta love him, dispite all his faults, he sure knows how the work the ladies. I never thought that I would find the semi-alcoholic, promise-breaking type attractive, and yet here I am.. Obsessing again.

Oh well, I'm sure I'll learn someday, but until that time comes, I'll just keep on letting him slowly break my heart.

later days..

'Baby'

Alright, It came to my attention an acquaintence of mine who I talk with on a semi-regular basis, (who shall remain nameless) didn't actually know my name. So he called me 'baby'. Personally, I found this hilarious. 'Baby'? Honestly? That's really the best you can come up with? If you're going to pretend to be Rico Suave, try something that has a little artistic flair to it, like, 'I don't know your name and therefore am a complete fucking moron'. 'Baby' has been done to death. Now, for all of you guys out there who think that you can constantly call a girl 'baby' or 'babe' and she won't think something is up, you've got another thing coming. Unless of course she's a frequent passenger on the short bus, then by all means, 'baby' away. Just don't expect anything more than the spittle flowing from the side of her mouth as recognition. And furthermore, just because you call a girl 'baby' doesn't mean she'll jump into the sack with you either. And if that's your only pick up line, I really hope you have a large bottle of hand lotion by your bed, I would suggest St. Ives. (Darling, if you read this, I'm very sorry. But I'm impressed that you do actually remember who the fuck I am when we talk. Kudos to you) That is all. later days