no sex in the city..

well in my haze of sex and the city addiction, i had a revelation... watching these episodes over and over is.. well, mildly unhealthy.. in using it as an aid to.. well.. clearly my posts are all about him anyway.. i don't really know what im using it as an aid for.. im.. how shall we say.. stuck in a self deprecating.. but loving it slump.. haha.. you know.. i actually kind of like where i am.. i feel like im still dating carter (i know guys.. im pathetic.. just bear with me) but i know im not? lol... im physically unattached.. i suppose.. hmm.. okay now im just rambling really.. but i mean.. i just watched carrie walk out of a changeroom wearing a pink.. lace.. THING. haha my goodness.. im a lost cause guys... go on!!! save yourself!!! im addicted to this damn show.. frick kate.. its all your fault. i blame you why would you give me the entire set. why? frick. kate. okay guys. it's bed time.... after one more episode. ARG!!! i'm living vicariously through a tv show!!! later days..