strawberry wine..

"my first taste of love, oh, bittersweet.. green on the vine.... like strawberry wine" there's always going to be the one that doesn't work out.. and in light of my recent feelings, [in general terms i miss having a boyfriend, not carter, just having someone you know?] i find that this quote is something that will help me get through everything that has happened. "the hot july moon, saw everything" this summer was one of my best.. in recollection there was quite alot of work, but there was also alot of play. i learned alot about relationships, and about myself. i grew, and finally learned what i want and need.. also what i deserve. this past relationship is something that i will base all further ones on.. i know i shouldn't, but you all know that i will. i'll find someone to love with all my heart that appreciates what i do for them. "we drifted away like the leaves in the fall, year after year i'd come back to this place, just to remember the taste... of strawberry wine" apparently you all knew it was coming, since the breakup was one of Jordan's predictions. and i'm glad you didn't tell me. i needed to learn for myself what was coming. its been.. almost a month now, and i'm finally at peace with myself. i like where i am, [for the most part anyway, with the exception of a certain infatuation which i won't get into] and i'm sure i'll be back to 'normal' eventually. for all of those reading this that don't really understand.. sorry. maybe you weren't meant to. later days.