I hate you

I hate you because all my friends hate you. I hate you because you can ruin my day without even trying. I hate you because you think you're the shit. I hate you because I gave everything to you and it didn't matter. I hate how you're always in my thoughts. I hate you because now I can't hang out with people I care about. I hate that a little part of me will always be in love with you. I hate that you phone me and act totally cool just to prove that I don't mean anything to you. I hate that you were such a waste of two years of my life. I hate you because you made me scared to give my heart to anyone else. I hate how I haven't cried in a month. I hate how a part of me still hasn't clued in. I hate you for coming along when I think everything is fine. ten things I hate about you... I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick-- it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all