soo..

so.. its 4:11pm right now.. and carter left for hawaii at 2:30.. which is quite depressing.. i miss him already.. how the hell am i going to be able to withstand 12 days.. pretty much cried like a billion times already.. i really don't like being away from him.. hopefully work and studying will be able to keep my mind off of it.. because if not.. its going to be a long 12 days.. so bare with me guys.. i will be a little off for the next little while.. and i really wont be able to help it im afraid.. just the way i get when i'm away from people i love thats all.. .. bleh.. i just want to go to bed.. but i can't since i have to work in 45 minutes.. at least he left me his car to drive.. so if i get lonely then i can drive it around until i don't miss him anymore.. arrg.. i just want him to come back right now... and he's not even in vancouver yet. damnit i'm supposed to be on that plane.