Monday, April 17, 2006

ultimate low

well yesterday i got an email from carter, in my email to him previously i had told him that i was going to go out with logan foth for a movie that he owes me... [that goes back a long time from like last year.. long story] and in his email.. he said, don't do anything with logan [like sexual] or someone is going to get hurt. and he wasn't joking.. now that to me is a complete lack of trust.. and having my track record with being cheated on, i would never EVER do that to someone.. so i'm feeling pretty shitty right now.. not being trusted by a person that i love is really an ultimate low for me.. . what he said pretty much translates as don't do anything because i think you're a big slut. which is pretty awesome... so i feel like complete shit.. and pretty much just want to crawl in a hole and die.. which is kind of cool you know.. anyway i'm out.. later days.

2 comments:

EllyzR said...

Wow that was quite a jealour thing to say? Boys are silly and dramatic though I don't think he means to call you a skank/slut hun. He's just being a guy!

Jordan Diederichs said...

True enough ^ Elise. Sara, as men, we are extremely jealous, but it's not that we don't trust you. He is most likely much more worried about Logan doing something than you. Either that or he had a momentary lapse in... you know... having a brain, and just accidentaly said something that makes him sound like a tit. Either way I wouldn't dwell on it. Go get an iced cap and a caramel donut and sit on lawson heights... you'll feel better, lol.